I truly feel like no man is interested in getting to know all of me. I’ve never talked to a guy who wanted to know my deepest secrets or my biggest fears. I’ve never had those guys who want to stay up all night talking or who are always thinking about me. I’m afraid I’ll never find a guy who will be able to experience the true me. The one who loves art and magic and the paranormal. I’ve have never been able to be all of me with a guy before and it scares me that this unwritten pattern will continue.